bursting into tears because nothing happened. bursting into tears because something happened
Nihilistic optimism I guess
“I’m not going to do the thing because I don’t view it as important.” ← Conscious decision made of your own free will.
“I want to do the thing because I view it as important, but trying to get myself to do the thing creates the same reaction as trying to put my hand on a hot stove would.” ← Executive dysfunction, a physical health problem that doesn’t answer to your own free will.
“Trying to get myself to do the thing creates the same reaction as trying to put my hand on a hot stove would. This must mean I don’t actually want to do the thing and I’m just tricking myself into thinking I do.” ← No, that’s still executive dysfunction, but you’re having brainworms about it.
(via somefreshnonsense)
i think i would feel better if i had a loaded pistol in my mouth
(via stoneybritt)
I wish i was different i wish it all was different . *cleans and does laundry *
(via patrik-star)
my god, there is never any time to recover from the world
Someone who sees you deeply without confusing you for the walls you made to protect and hide yourself. Someone who can find you.
“the trauma made you kind” fuck that. no. i am kind because i cannot allow anyone to go through what i did. i am soft because i chose to be.
Trauma made me scared, angry, and vulnerable.
I made myself kind.
(via too-cool-for-facebook)
If someone genuinely wants you it’ll reflect in their actions, it’s that simple.
(via curiouslittleprincess)